Thursday, January 03, 2013

Working..

I am at my parent's store..working..again. It's very bittersweet. Last time I worked..yea. There are some things that I'm trying extremely hard not to think about but it keeps on popping in my damn head. But enough of that, it's amazing on how much I can block things out when I really try. And me working here has become a habit, I'm supa dupa fast w/money.

I got my haircut AND  I dyed it yesterday! The color's not really coming it, it's a very dark brown. So as a result I started to get obsessed w/dying my hair a lighter color..which I don't know why I bothered, esp since I can't dye it for a frikkin month anyway; plus my hair is super-thin (it's kinda gross) so I'm researching on hair thickeners as well. I should become a scientist and come up w/an actual hair thickener + collagen reformation in the skin. I'll post a pic up later, the work computer isn't letting me upload a pic.

I'm starting to become obsessed w/how thin my hair is. I really wanna go hiking somewhere nice, like a place w/a waterfall. Waterfalls are pretty yes? I'm gonna try really hard to not write abt the past, the past that includes *ahem* My parents want me to continually sleep over their place but I only packed one change of underwear, plus I'm paranoid that the packages I ordered (my MCAT books + kuma's food) is going to be left in front of my door & someone's going to steal it.

School is starting next week and I have to drop Kuma off to be neutered on Tuesday, EEP! I really don't want to clip my baby's balls off and now I'm regretting making the appointment. If I could change the date, I would, but I had to pay a frikkin $50 deposit so I'm being forced to keep my appointment. I really have to figure out what to do about cytogenetics and get more info on it. My friend's on a hiking trip right now so he can't explain it to me. I wanna go to the DC trip in March for AMSA but I have to look into how much it's going to be. I miss the city and walking around everywhere. It's suprising, considering how much I'm not a people person.

Good god, I'm turning fucken 27 this year! HOLY SHIT! I still feel as if I'm a child, maybe it's b/c I don't do my own taxes, and my parents baby me so? I'm out! Will update later.