There is nothing more satisfying than taking a great shit in the morning. Spurred on by my prep talk w/my smart friends (hee hee), I read 2 chapters for biochem and one chapter for genetics. Ok it doesn't sound like a lot but I am slowly becoming a student again.

I finally started on my DAT flashcards. Sometimes I feel as if I'm about to buckle under the pressure and stress. Deadlines are coming up, I haven't had enough time to study for the DAT and I haven't even signed up for it! The whole situation w/my mom is stressing me out and motivating me to do jack shit. I want to shadow but can't b/c this Friday I gotta do other shit for my mom. I really wanted to go somewhere for spring break but now I don't think its a good idea. And I know baby for sure is gonna be disappointed. And I have to poop again. Damnit. Damn you bowels!!!!

Oh, I also contacted the pre-dental advisor and I'm gonna try to join the STEM club at my school. Change is scary. I'm being a pussy about the future. So sad.