Ugh, if I'm not smiling insanely like some type of maniac, people automatically assume I hate my job and I hate being at work. Not true. And they always ask me if I'm happy. What the fuck do they expect me to say anyways? Do they want me to pour my heart and soul into one convo w/a stranger? I'm very antisocial sometimes...or all the time. I don't know why I'm so bitchy sometimes and nice the next. I wish I could be nice all the time. Actually, I need to have a higher patience tolerance. Things that annoy me will always annoy me, I just have to rise above it. Maybe that'll be my new year's resolution?

Anyways, since I haven't updated in a while I shall do a brief recap. Roads iced over on Wed (so I couldn't go to D&B *sob*) and it took me soo long just to get home from the store. I've been snowballing on my bad eating so my waistline has been expanding rapidly. Too rapidly. Time to pull back and do strict dieting again. Sigh. Alot of things don't taste as good as it used to anyways so I suppose it's not going to be as hard as I imagined.

The worst part about winter is that my skin gets super duper dry and I am always thirsty. The skin around my eyes is burning b/c it's so dry. I feel crappy! My medicine's not working b/c my skin is getting unbearingly dry and I'm getting fatter. I need to isolate myself until I get skinny again and my skin gets better or something. seriously fml.

BUUUT! the good thing is I'm going to Booksamillion tonight to get books! YAAAY! I'm gonna get The Heretic Queen and something else...but ionno what. I also need to get my mom a sudoku book to keep her mind sharp.

Even though I don't have alotta friends and a social life, I'm kinda glad I have true friends. Atleast some decent people in the world exist. I still like being cuddled up in my bed w/the heating pad on though. I really need to get out more.

Good-looking guys intimidate me...is that strange? This weekend I'm doing so many things...the mere thought exhausts me. I don't even have a long winter break! Actually..I don't even know when my break ends. T___T